Through the Lookingglass?

I went off to a conference this week. I had all these hopes about hanging in my room dressed and willing. Instead I tried to grab back my manhood, unable to look at sissy sites or anything on the internet I was lost in a sea of testosterone. I was being sucked back. On my return home I rushed to my computer and spied an email that i had been waiting for. Without even opening it my little clitty sprang to life. At that point I knew there is no going back.  I am falling down the rabbit hole and there is no way to stop the slide. This site is my sole grasp at being what and who I am. I live in the great western desert quite far from big cities where others like myself reside or at least i know of none close by.

I wore bikini panties all week at the conference hoping to stay on track, the one thing that remained sissy I might add.
I wanted to stand at the lookingglass and see something like this, a passable sissy ready for a little fun instead I just stayed in the bar with the other guys and admired the surroundings.  How do I get through the lookingglass?

I am a Sissy because.....

I am a sissy because it is all i think about. I think about how I am going to please someone, anyone. I love to be on my knees and please my wife. I love to do the house work, cooking cleaning etc. I love to do what I am told. When I started perusing Sissy pages on the internet I began to notice that we had something in common, a tiny little sissy clitty. It is no wonder I had troubles satisfying anyone with a clitty so pathetically small. I like to wear panties to rub against my little clitty. I admire pictures of tiny little clitties being encased in panties but even more I began to be aroused while looking at pictures of real men. It was suggested to me to never waste any of my sissy cum, I don't.  Then I found Mistress Jessica's blog, her captions speak to me like no others that i have found. I now crave to have real mens cocks in my mouth and in my sissy pussy.

For Mistress Jessica

“Just look at us June, a few short months ago we were 2 guys checking out sites on the internet and you found Mistress Jessica.  We laughed when she said sucking cock was sexy, how we were getting aroused just reading her caps but I couldn’t not go back time and time again. I see that you did the same. Tonight my wife’s new boyfriend is coming over. Why am I so excited?

In honor of Mistress Jessica who knows what I want

This is the post that got my little clitty so hard I had to ask Mistress Jessica if I could suck it.  I wanted to be hers, to be her sub to do anything she wants.  Now I must find 10 pictures to best describe my sissydom.  I love to imagine myself as the one sucking these cocks. My little clitty starts throbbing when I look at these and feel my lips on a real mans cock.  

Mistress, here are my erotic pictures to describe my sissyself. I hope you enjoy and will now let me suck it. I have tried to cover proper attire, submissiveness and cock worship.