That was my fantasy and not hers. She has since moved on and I miss her. I read other blogs of gurls who are influenced by their mistress and I am so envious. On the other hand, if I were under their power I would not be able to do what they ask because of my situation. So I wonder, if I could ever have a mistress, if we could find a way for me to be trained and under her power I would cook and clean and ......
I get so horny when I fantasize about fluffing for my mistress or cleaning up after she and her lover have finished. To lick the cum of another man from her pussy gets me so hard. Turning to him, I take him into my mouth to clean and stimulate for another round, oh my god how divine! I envision a pallet made for me at the end of the bed, there I sit, lay, watch, a collar around my neck with a leash leading to my goddess. She tugs, there i am at her service. so simple yet so far away.
Once again I am posting with little to say but I can let you know what I am thinking about. I had an opportunity to meet my first blowjob yesterday. We had a wonderful conversation while lunching with friends. It went well. I am not sure he knows he will be the first but the door is open and I have his number!!!!
