no time like now

I have been looking over the different sissy blogs and i wonder where i fit in.  while i might want to be feminized, dominated, suck a real mans cock and to have my sissy pussy filled with a real mans cum. It just hasn't happened yet. I think I have wanted this for a long time, I started dressing as a kid. but quit only to come back much much later.
so here i am, playing somewhere between fantasy and insanity with a couple of toes resting firmly in reality. a strange path to follow. my wife knows nothing of my desires although at times she has caught me in endeavors which i am sure make her wonder.  she has even played the real man card.  i was instantly aroused but she has not revisited that, much to my chagrin.  would i love to be a cuckhold, kept, sissy maid?
i think the answer would be a resounding yes. i long for a real mans cock to pass my lips.
but i really am open to anything as there is so much i haven't figured out.

i do hope readers will make comments so we can exchange thoughts and ideas.


















doing this one handed is not working well. so i hope you can get around my mistakes that continually keep happening. my second arm will return in a few weeks. thanks