Outside influences

I have had one of those weeks. Many outside things affecting everything that goes on with me. Not able to hook up with my man this week. and with a little time online i started getting invitations from young women to look at their pictures on google +. I found them to be, oh how do i say this but, wonderful and made me horny. It has been sometime when genetic girl pictures had much effect on me and it was nice to have that arousal level again but ..... It made me wonder.

 How much of a sissy faggot cocksucker am i?  This morning while cruising around checking out the blogs i follow i found this most sensual loving video of just a few seconds of a cock getting sucked. I so wanted that to be me. I want my man now. it was beautiful. all thoughts about where i belong are gone again. I know!!
   I love it!!

The Return

Oh my god, I recently returned from my usual winter excursion to places warmer than here. Often upon my return the weather has broken and spring is the season for the next six months. Not so much this year. Has been the coldest it has been here for years and now snow. I would love to go back and stay.

The best thing about about returning is getting to live this lifestyle I have chosen. My boyfriend was glad to see me as I was him. His hard cock is so lovely that I get a nice warm feeling as I write this.  If it was not snowing today I would most likely sneak away to spend the day with him. But here where snow is not that common best to not travel. 

Things are good  with me. I like where I am going, the worst is it just sometimes takes so long to get there. hehehe  Experience tells me to just take my time and let things happen as they will. But I always have to keep in mind I am not a patient person. lol  Sometimes I have to slow down and enjoy where I am at today. Hope you do too!!

Happy New Year!!

I just have this crazy feeling 2014 is going to be one crazy good year. Hopefully, for all of us everything we seek will come to pass. Bring it on. Happy New Year!!!

I have often wondered how far this would all go. It is becoming obvious to me that my growing interest in all things feminine and my craving for more cum, more cock and more time to seek these things out lead me to believe that i need to come out of the closet and declare myself to the world. on the other hand i often think that i talk to much about myself on my blog. I should tell stories or find something interesting to say or just post pictures with or without captions. alas dears, I think i will just keep on doing what i have done over the years, talking about how i feel about things in general, how i have slipped down the rabbit hole, how i have little interest in women anymore and how i love to suck my boyfriends cock. I have been told this is all a fantasy and i should keep it that way, if that is true then i am way out of my league.

and i love it. Happy New Year to all

I love it. I couldn't resist this picture, it is so much the way I feel today.

Happy Thanksgiving!!

Pending review

I am hopelessly, and helplessly enjoying the best sex of my life these days. yes it is way different from what ever would have believed years ago. Then someone introduced me to this new lifestyle.

 

I retook sissy crissi's test for sissies this morning and reread my score from a couple of years ago and crissi's comments and she was right, i do have it bad and there is always some man around to get a load of jiz from. I also scored higher than i did before. I am only one point from the most possible so crissi was right i do have it bad.

I met with a gentleman last week who wants a fwb relationship but wants me to be exclusive to him. I am thinking about this. his cock was the biggest i have had and he stayed hard so long. he has a place to host, no more parks and cars. he likes sissy regina. so why am i not thrilled with this arrangement. could it be that i want as many cocks as i can get?   tomorrow looms large on the horizon as  i ponder the coming of a new day in the life of regina. it will be glorious as i get to serve my man.

 Another marvelous date with my real man. I have become his little bitch, slut, sissy, cum loving gurl. it is divine. I am good with this for now.

I came out to an old friend and lover the other day just to see what the reaction would be and it was somebody i can share anything with. Turns out her sister and her used to talk about the chances of me being gay. So she was not surprised at all. so maybe i was the last to know.

life is to short to not get questions answered. live today as if ........

 

today

Today i dream. To look like any of these pics would thrill me to know end. little else to say, we know where my mind is, while i am still a cum loving sissy faggot today i dream of being young and beautiful.











Enjoy life today as if there is no tomorrow!!

desire

 Oh yes, yes, yes