today

Today i dream. To look like any of these pics would thrill me to know end. little else to say, we know where my mind is, while i am still a cum loving sissy faggot today i dream of being young and beautiful.











Enjoy life today as if there is no tomorrow!!

desire

 Oh yes, yes, yes

To Each of You,

 

I often wonder what you all would like to see here. It sometimes seems like I am in a rut and saying the same thing over and over.  Hugs

Ready

I am so ready to move on in this transformation and at some 
point soon it is going to happen.  What that entails i am not

 

really sure. I do know that i would like to be able to be more free. to live outside the constraints that i currently live with. I will leave my job on the first of the year and continue to work at home in another capacity. I have been blogging here for over 2 years and things have changed quite a bit. you have all put up with my little mad ramblings from time to time and i am sure you must all think, "get on with it."  I am gaining confidence in who i am and what i want, so time marches on. it is impossible to deny that i am a sissy faggot cocksucker who loves to eat cum and has little interest in women other than the clothes they wear.








I often wonder what the future holds and how far i will go on this path. what i do know is i do not want it to end.

please comment or write a pm. i am always looking for others to write or chat with. hugs

Faster and Faster

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dreaming again.

This is what i live for.  i keep looking but options are slow to develop amongst other things.  It seems I had a little reprieve from femdom by my own making. I could never figure it out just didn't have the urges. I am happy to say all is restored this morning and the last couple of weeks the urges have grown stronger again and now at last i can truly say I am back. hugs to you all

next

time goes on. I was out of the country for awhile and while out of the country i was wandering around trying to be a man. I don't think it really works very well for me any more. Since my last post i have grown to crave the position you see here. on my knees in front of a mans cock. 


I had another meeting last week. It turned out to be absolutely sublime. We met at the quick stop as we had agreed to. The hustle and bustle of that place always gives me reason to go someplace else so we headed down to the park a couple miles down the road. My friend got into my car and we chatted for several minutes. It wasn't long before my friend decided i would like to see his panties. That being the case i decided i wanted  to see his clitty. We are still sitting in the parking lot and bingo, here we go again. I reached over to touch it. I wanted everything to go slowly, so i could really get to understand about the anatomy of a man, especially this uncut clitty which was completely new to me. I touched it and i am always surprised at how i like the feel of another mans cock. Within seconds I reached down and tasted this delight.  Again i am dumbstruck with the ecstasy i feel when i have a man's hard cock in my mouth.




When i was finished i sat back up in the middle of a parking lot in the middle of nowhere and smiled. I had what i wanted, his load of cum. I knew at that moment that there was no going back to be the man i was trying to be a week before. that i am little more than a sissy faggot who lives to eat cum and with that  i am good.